Life is…hmm…stress.  I am pretty good at making my life out to equal that.  Even if there really isn’t a ton of stress going on around me, I still seem to attract it.  I don’t by any means thrive on stress.  But, alas, I live my life by the rules of stress.  Just get it done, and move on to the next thing that should have been done yesterday.  Like, posting on the blog.  Ha.  I’m sure that we have lost quite a few readers since my posting has been non-existent, but hell, I don’t know – I don’t have time to check.

Last year we purchased pumpkins from the local veggie stand.  The pumpkins left a lot to be desired, so this year we went to Tim’s Pumpkin Patch in – well – it’s about 15 miles from here.  That’s pretty much all I know.  It was really cute, and even though we froze our asses off waiting in line for apple fritters (totally worth it!), we had a lot of fun, anyway.  And we got some spectacular pumpkins.

Erik was quite proud of himself after he found the pumpkins he wanted.  Almost as if he were saving them from certain death.  Although he was taking them home to gut them and cut them.  Eh, you do what you can.

Our kid is a country boy.  You couldn’t take him out of it if you wanted to.  He wouldn’t be able to function in a city.  He loves being outside, he loves farm animals – hell he loves being on a farm.  Sorry upstate NY, you aren’t getting rid of us anytime soon.

We got to do our ceremonious cutting of the pumpkins last week.  I of course got my yearly picture with Erik’s “Erik” pumpkin, so I will get the stages up side by side, just like I do every year.  At least I’m dependable.

I’ll cut you.

Or I’ll just smile at you after you take the miniature saw away.

Sadly enough, they are pretty rotted now.

My dear friend Amy also recently sent me some filters, macro lenses, and a new lens cap for my camera.  She rules.  There might be less whining in my future about my camera needs.  Possibly.  Most likely not.  So I of course have been playing around with them.  My poor, poor family.  Oh, and Ashley’s pets, too.

Photos without my new UV filter:

And with:

Much crisper, and more colors.  I love it.

Screwing around with my macro lenses:

On to totally random things since this post is completely jumbled and has no flow at all – Erik has officially learned how to write his name.  He can do it from memory as well.  He doesn’t need something to copy from – and we are like kids on Christmas.  We are so freaking proud that we jump around and then post it on the refrigerator.  Next step – framing.

The other day he also came out of his room after stealing a index card from me with a little something he decided to draw.

He calls it Erik monster.  Complete with eyes, a nose, a smile, and brown hair.  Brandon says this shows we have raised a good kid, because when asked if the monster is happy, he says “of course he’s happy!”

Okay okay enough rambling.  I will now deliver on my promise of the progressive shots.

Yea I know, I hate that his 2nd halloween pic isn’t him with his Erik pumpkin.  Oy.

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My confession for the day is that, honestly, I’m exhausted.  I’ve been up since 6 a.m. my dear friends, and this old gal doesn’t function as well on little sleep as I used to.  Granted I regularly don’t get a whole lot of sleep, but this morning I was required to get up and actually do something.  So alas, I am a tired girl.

I do have some more pictures to share, but I must point out that I have a very hard time editing pictures on Brandon’s iMac.  I have been putting the pictures on here to give my MacBook’s harddrive a bit of a break (heck it’s about to break), but the screen on here is so different that I don’t really know if I’m editing right.  I promise you, my screen looks 1000 times different than most everyone else’s.  This Mac has the ability to make everything look…prettier (which is good for my crappy ego).  So here is my apology to anyone whose picture may be up on here and the colors or off or whatnot.  I try not to edit them too much – especially the pictures that are taken outside.  I’m all about the natural light, the more the better, so those pictures usually don’t get touched much.

I have been giving my girl a break (my girl = my camera).  I haven’t been taking pictures everyday like I was for awhile.  Partly because as I pointed out in my last post, we are mad busy, and partly because as I pointed out in the previous paragraph, harddrives are getting full.  I have been taking about 300 shots a month. Ouch.  We all know I won’t give it up though.

Without further ado, here are some shots from Kristin and Dave’s wedding that was on Saturday.

This first set are pictures that Brandon and I took ourselves before the wedding.  Hence why the hair still looks pristine (it succumbs to flatness in subsequent pictures).

I suppose I could have played with the colors and made some black and white, but sorry, our colors are too fab (thanks Adri) to do something like that.  And we totally match.

Okay here are some from the actual wedding.

It was a beautiful wedding.  Brandon definitely does have a beautiful family (my in-laws) as well, which helps.

And speaking of beautiful, my husband tops ‘em all.

Enjoy your Monday.  I know I am.

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I’ve never done a post like this before, but I figured it would be fun.  And possibly interesting.  And at least self-soul-searching.  Well, kind of.

On the 4th of July, you are supposed to be grateful for being an American.  Proud.

So here are some of the things I’m grateful for.  And definitely proud of.

Organic Raspberry Lemonade on a warm summer day.  I even love the little bit of pulp that is in it that gets stuck to the inside of the glass.  Makes me feel like my grandmother just made some fresh squeezed lemonade.  Even though my grandmother never made fresh squeezed lemonade, but if she did, it would definitely feel like this.

And of course beautiful bouquets of flowers.  And it’s even better that these flowers grow around our house.

And for really crazy sun rays that make for cool pictures.

Oh, and our new glasses.  Our new glasses are cool.  Very retro.

I’m extremely grateful for boys who are so tired out from playing so hard they almost fall asleep while driving around their power wheels.  There is nothing better than a beautiful summer day and skipping naps because well, Momma doesn’t want to have fun without her boy, either.

For our furry friend visitors that take great pictures, and are a lot of fun to have around.

For dead plants that I brought back to life. Since I have this ability to save dying plants, Brandon call me the plant whisperer.  So I’m grateful for silly husband, too.

And for awesome yellow petunias that bask in the summer sun.  That also create sun spots on my lens.

For Grandpa’s who are patient and kind. And aren’t afraid to be silly.

And for Grandpa’s silly friends.

I’m grateful to be able to watch my boy learn how to roast marshmallows over the fire.

And to see him so proud of his work.  I am also quite grateful to eat the results.

I’m grateful for others who love my little so much that they greatly care about him, and they show it.

For awesome fireworks.  I love the flashes and the bangs that you hear roll down the valley.

I’m extremely grateful for my wonderful husband who allows me to take his photo so often.   Who also so kindly poses for undoubtably crazy photos with me.

I’m grateful for wonderful cousins….

…and for fun days at the lake with them.

I’m grateful for fun in-laws, and falling asleep while floating in the lake.  Also grateful for my sister-in-laws ingenious idea of using an anchor to keep us in place.  So, I’m grateful for laziness.

For Grandmother’s who aren’t afraid to have fun with Erik.

I’m grateful for the furry ones who sit and let me take my crazy silhouette pictures.

For our view of the beautiful lake that we can look at everyday.

And I…am especially grateful…

….for a flower that has the ability to stand alone, and still be breathtakingly beautiful.  It’s a lesson that I need to learn.

Hope you all had a good 4th.  I know we did.

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When I was working I was pretty much heartbroken everyday.  I would come home and Erik didn’t want me if he got hurt or upset.  He only wanted his daddy.  It was a lot of my motivation to stay home and go back to school.  Now, it’s pretty much just Erik and me, everyday.  Except for the fact now that we got blessed with Brandon’s job, and he gets to work from home two days a week.  So after works days, like last Tuesday, this is what happens.

Now I know I’ve gone on about my two boys, but, their beauty is unsurpassable.  You always hear that cheesy line that you never knew what love really meant – but it’s true.  Whole heartedly and completely true.  Our marriage isn’t always perfect, neither are our parenting styles, but we have all grown.  As a family.  And we find ourselves becoming happier and more comfortable in our lives everyday.  And man, you can’t beat that.

Now Erik loves his baths.  Like I’m going to stay in there for 3 hours and you’re still going to have to pull me out since I’ve asked for more hot water 30 times.  Tonight, during his bath, he started yelling to Brandon that he wanted to get out of the tubby now.  Brandon was diligently reading a history book for class (you know, that one I get a synopsis for every paragraph), so he got up after he finished reading his page.  Apparently, that was too long for Erik.

Is he sleeping?  I do not know.

We see flashes of him hurtling towards the floor after slipping when getting out of the bathtub, so we generally always make him wait until someone can get him out.

Then he runs around like a banshee, naked, but with a towel.

Erik very stealthy tricked Brandon into coloring with him tonight while he avoided bed time.  A good 20 minutes after this I reminded Brandon that Erik might need to go to bed now.

Moms always ruin the fun.

I’m off to go live on the greener side of life.  I like looking through my rose colored glasses every now and then.  Because you know what?  Happy is fun.  Happy is life.  And happy is a hell of a lot better than feeling bad for yourself when you are surrounded by this much love.

And times when Brandon and I share that glance, and wonder how we got to lucky to have such an amazing boy, I know my life is complete.  I hope Erik grows up to love his own family the way our family loves each other.  If that is true, baby I can promise you, he will never feel alone.

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